I Feel Everything

by Ghost Lake

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released November 24, 2015

Ryan Richie - Engineering and recording
Calvin Lauber - mixing/mastering

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Track Name: Jewel
Past all this pain now
Nothing but love shown

I'll never be pushed away like I'm nothing
You used to make me feel like I was something
I'll never be pushed away like I'm nothing
Can you make me worthless like you promised?

Past all this pain now
Nothing but blue tones

"I never meant to create this hurt or push you away."
Track Name: Movie Night
Face it, four times should be the last time
There's no more movie nights
The morning light ended the night
Was I really what you described?
Am I your favorite thing to hold?
So close you had to run away

You were a fire filled up with smoke
You held me tighter than I've ever been

No more tears over the phone
Military clothes and a strong jawbone
All these years to forget me
But you still greet me like warm sunshine
Did you face that demon?
Did you face yourself?
I don't think I'll ever know

You are a fighter wrapped up with hope
You held me tighter than I've ever been

We pray only to see each other
I can dream
Track Name: Blame Me
Sew it shut
I'm always so mad
Sew it shut
I'm such a coward
Wipe your dirty eyes with your muddy hands
White knuckle dreams

You found Frank's god on your parent's desk
I know you're too scared and I'm no pastor

That note in your pocket
Scribbled, dazed
Heart throb, you found your vice
Now leave it to your son

I know It's my fault
So I'll weep till the sun drops
Lament like a widow
Wake up and do it again
Track Name: Wish
Hold me like we are one
Deep cuts, warm sun
I'm shaking, skin to skin
Let it go, it's too much to bear

(Where am I)
I'm sweating through my work clothes
(I can't believe)
You look away, no tears fall
(This is my life)
I want you more than my next breath
(No relief)
I'll stay here till the sun sets

Smoky breath
Who is this?

Where am I?
I can't believe
This is my life
No repeats
Save me
Track Name: Ache
Throw harsh words at my mirror
Throw your pills down the drain

I feel everything you feel
Aching loneliness
This can't be real

Your skin turns pale
Your eyes droop
Your flesh fails
Bottle chipped tooth
Feed the monster
Face the truth
You can't chase this like your hard booze

Stare at your wall
You hate this so much
Can't catch a break
Can't catch up
You can't catch up
Track Name: Night / Dreams
You're not real
You can't feel anything
You're not real
You can't feel my heartbeat
Or my lungs full of air
Get out of my body
I want to breathe clear
Get out of my brain
I want to sleep alone

I see you at night and in my dreams
In the darkness you whisper you love me
You are my shadow
My nervous core
I see you at night and in my dreams
In the darkness you whisper you love me
Shape shifter
Puppet master
Pull my strings and I will dance for you
Track Name: Medicine
You touch my cheek
It feels like heaven
Hell awaits me
I'll learn my lesson
When my eyes water
You don't wipe them

I won't fret
Numb like death
Ease my hurt
Medicine

Where's my medicine?
Taste of heaven

Cannibal, Human leech
Pieces go, Leprosy
Take it all, It's a steal
Make it hurt so I know it's real

Where's my medicine?
Taste of heaven

Where's my relief?
Rest in peace